Background Ramblings

Hello?
Can you see me here?
I'm not sure you can,
considering it's unclear

of what this is,
or what I'm trying to say.
It's always has been,
in some sort of way.

I'm not here for money,
or some other greed.
Nor am I here
to fail or succeed.

Power is boring
once the novelty's done.
so I guess the only reasons
is to stay stable and have fun.

I'm not saying that,
through all my way
I'll stay broke, stay still,
and always obey.

But those aren't my goals,
they're side effects of living.
They're not the main purpose,
and a lot of it I'll be giving

to those that have need
of that little boost
to get where they need to,
and shy away from abuse.

The simple life
is all I desire
(albeit, with some natural drama,
passions, and fire,

all of which will serve
the drive to help on,
watch the ignition,
and keep on with song),

along with the chaos
I can cause for clean fun
that will add to all's enjoyment
when it's all well done.

I'll do my greatest works
when they are fully designed by my hand,
though I'll keep my ears aware
for suggestions from all strands.

But all in all, life will be good.
I'll of course fail, though avoid that when I could,
I'll disappear, one day, with some dark and my hood,
but I'll wonder as I walk that path: "Should I? Should I? Should..."